Life together -^.^-

While it would be beautiful to have this fairytale life, and be forever secure...who wouldn't want this...I as . girl/lady am truly craving an amazing lasting love affair of a romance...that is both sweet and sensual, and intensely erotic, explorative and fun...

There is a great need for me to be made love to a lot, to feel desired, and to be in a state that is passionate, sensory, alive ...together...or truly my spirit becomes sad as I do not feel truly wanted and desired...

I feel if it came to be a situation, where say, I am like in Hamptons-Greenwich, and also in Europe at times, and my beloved Seychelles =)  by myself with kids a lot, I would deal with it, but my heart would be very very sad...often i am the type that hides when I am sad, especially when it comes with those i love dearly, as I want them to be happy:)

in ideal vision, i want to be intensely craved by the man i adore, all the time =) Not like where he is working most times, and we occasionally have a two week vacation...but more opposite..where he could work remotely..and we can have nannies, chef, housekeepers, around that feel like family....
puppies, kids, and make love a lot ....

While am not controlling and a man can have other lovers occasionally, i really want to be the central focus of his heart and desires, ...:) And i feel to truly value and appreciate your lover in a sensory, sensual and sexual, as well as emotional way, you have to make the time in your life for it, and have a lot of play, cooking together, being in the moment, nature, being at home and being creative.... ;)

Thirtie's is different than twenties, i do not approach this at all like a game, but want to truly create a beautiful lasting vision together, that will forever make us both very happy =)

i'm truly very sensual, creative, fun-spirited, devoted, loving, chill and non controlling..
...it is the artistic creative girl in me..she can always find a way to be happy really.

..but still nice to be fully desired and adored, this is a great craving for me ....

I know a powerful man has a lot of risk also facing and committing a lot of himself on all levels to a relationship...there are indeed a lot of users ..and nobody wants to feel played...especially in matters of the heart...

...but I am not one of them...I just want to be intensely forever happy together,...truly...and create and design a life that always is wonderful, comforting, interesting, exciting, playful retreat for us...

But love is truly not meant to be a game :) At some point we truly have to believe that this is very real between us, and meant to be...:)

Also, i realize there are always exciting models and other younger girls. but truly learning to appreciate me as a lover and a sexual and sensual girl-woman, is really necessary for the relationship to thrive....as if both people do not feel intensely desired, there will not be this great air and atmosphere of natural happiness :) , that a truly wonderful relationship needs...to be lasting, fulfilling, flourishing, alive...:)